OK this is my first blog and i really don't have anything to say , i mean I'm sitting here listening to the Pussycat Doll - I Hate This Part . I never thought i would start a blog just because i was never on those chicks that could write her thoughts down on paper . I never had a diary , not that i can remember . Theres nothing really special about me ... that i know of .
Yesterday night around 12.56 my roommate come to my door and said " You know the reason why your single is because you act like you don't need a man and you act like your better than everyone." Don't worry if it was someone else i would have got up and slammed the door in his face , but My Roommate that i will call....Andrew was one of my best friends and its not like that was the first time that had heard something like that. So i just laughed and said " I don't know what you are talking about , I don't walk around with my nose in the air,but your right ....right now i don't need a man in my life .. that the last thing on my list right now. I have so much more that i have to worried about , other than some man. And plus right now im not happy with my body right now i have gained alot of weight . "
And than he went on to say that " You think no-one wants to be with you because you are plus size , but i know alot of guys that say you r cute and your size is not a problem ." I looked at him as if something foul smelling hit me up side my head,not only does he not have any other friends , but he knows NO ONE i am his inner circle. So than i tried to ended the convo with ...It Takes a Strong man to love a PLUS SIZE WOman ! and he just walked away this confused look on his face ...After about 30 minutes he comes back and asks what do you mean by that ...and i just go into this whole thing about how alot of guys , are so worried about how others view them , and what there friends would say when they found out they were dating a Plus size chick . As if something was wrong , and all they would want is to date you from there living room couch !
